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🌀🐇 #309 colors that don’t exist, the shape the ocean left, live the questions now
Plus Metabolizing Difficult Emotions
⚡️ Enlightening Bolts
👁️ Colors That Don’t Exist: Pete Firman holds your eyes on a black cross, then drains every color out of the cartoon, and your own visual system paints the pig pink and the frog green. Watch it here.
🚶 Psychokinetics: Manav B. Ponnekanti on why nobody ever gets unstuck for a good reason, and why one good day is worth nothing while two in a row give you something to defend. Read it here.
🧊 The Living Dead: Daniel Thorson names the habit of treating everything, your body, your attention, your grief, as a thing to be optimized, and argues the way back is not a better fix but a thaw. Read it here.
🎇 Image of The Week

Not a painting. This is the seafloor off the Bahamas, photographed from orbit by Landsat 7 in January 2001, the water clear enough to see straight through it. Tides and currents have combed the sand and seaweed beds into these fluted ridges, the same way wind builds dunes in the Sahara. Image courtesy Serge Andrefouet, University of South Florida. See it on NASA Earth Observatory.
🔮 The Ultimate Answer
In the acclaimed science fiction tome, The Hitchhiker’s Guide To The Galaxy, it’s revealed by the supercomputer Deep Thought that the answer to “the Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything” is 42.
There are different explanations for why this is the answer provided but let me tell you my interpretation.
The answer 42 is fundamentally unsatisfying. In truth, any good answer seeking to encompass the depth and breadth of meaning in life would need to leave a lot left to be imagined. Words are incapable of wrangling the mystery and vastness of reality.
And I think it’s a good thing that the answer is unfulfilling because it leaves open the hunger for meaning itself rather than the pursuit of an answer about meaning. Rather than leaving the one who asked with a feeling of completeness upon encountering an answer, we’re pushed to let go of our abstract striving so we can LIVE into the answers.
This sentiment is not unlike Rainer Maria Rilke’s notion:
“Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.”
Treading along similar ground, Joseph Campbell said “Each of us has meaning and we bring it to life. It is a waste to be asking the question when you are the answer.”
It’s also related to a sense of “openture.” Rather than seeking closure or finality, we live into the open-endedness of things. Our experience of meaning is never complete and the rivers of meaning from which we can drink are never dry.
From this perspective, we can shift our focus from searching for some abstract answer that fits into a simple sentence and be more focused on the experience of meaning as it washes through our world in its endless configurations.
🟣 The Color Called Purple
Reflect on these words from Sasha Chapin:
Here’s what undergoing spiritual experiences from a secular materialist background is like. One day, you start seeing glimpses of a new color, that’s more vivid than all of the other colors. Let’s just call it purple. Looking at purple starts to have profound effects on your behavior and priorities, which are unmistakably positive. You report this to some people you know and the responses are like: “Well, science has disproven the existence of that color.” Or: “Are you sure you’re seeing purple? People are really suggestible.” Or: “Yeah, I took a mindfulness course and they talked about purple, it’s a helpful concept, but I think it’s just a metaphor.” Meanwhile, you start talking to woo people you dismissed as stupid before. And, much to your initial chagrin, it turns out they have an extremely sophisticated vocabulary for when and why purple shows up, how to interact with it, and how to act such that it begins to suffuse your entire life. Some of what they say seems like load-bearing myth and symbol rather than verifiable truth, but it’s still helpful. It works on these experiences you start having, it’s clear that they’re talking about the same earth-shattering phenomena you are encountering. You do the things they say, and find your life completely transformed. Even the woo people you talk to who are not so academically smart, who have less rigorous ways of thinking overall, still seem to have better intuitions for dealing with purple, and its existence, and at least they see it—the most important and beautiful thing in the world. Which makes all the very intellectually sophisticated but closed people, who you used to uncritically admire, seem blind in an important way. Because it becomes clear that they are actively trying to avoid an element of human life that, for many thousands of years, has been regarded as intelligent (and non-intelligent) people as the most deep, sustaining, and fulfilling aspect of existence.
🤓 Learn This Word
Nagori 名残: Japanese for what a thing leaves behind once it has gone, the ache of a season ending, a parting you are still standing inside of. The word is a contraction of nami-nokori, the remains of a wave: the rivulets and shell fragments the water leaves on the sand as it pulls back out.
🕸️ From Around The Web
A Simple Practice for Meeting and Metabolizing Difficult Emotions

“Anxious feelings can act as guardians at the threshold of an awakened mind, requiring us to commit to them rather than escape them - training ourselves in the counterintuitive work of not abandoning our vulnerable feelings. This work feels especially difficult because it contradicts both biological wiring and cultural conditioning, which teach us to avoid rather than befriend our difficult feelings. As we acclimate to experiencing the broad spectrum of our own sensations and emotions, we learn to appreciate the experience of anxiety, explore it, feel it, and see for ourselves whether it is as much of a problem as it appears to be.
We’ve been sold the myth that psychological comfort is a human right, that anxiety means breakdown instead of breakthrough. What creates unnecessary suffering is our fantasy of organizing our lives around avoiding negative experience. This fantasy obscures the truth of how human experience actually works. Anxiety and grief aren’t bugs in the system — they’re features. When we stop running from anxiety, we discover something surprising: our avoidance solidifies the very threat we’re trying to escape.”
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